Sunday, January 5, 2020

The perfect order of your life

"Our lives are perfectly orchestrated with the flexibility of a little free will." -Krista Jones

This quote and idea came to me during a group circle in massage school. It was during the stage of my awakening where I was seeing colors and nature more vibrantly and I could see the beauty in everything/everyone despite what was being show in our physical reality. I have since come down from the intensity of that stage. I don't remember what our teacher had asked us but that was my response. I felt it strongly in my being that this quote was fully accurate. It was a moment of clarity. 

It is a quote that I come back to often and in each period of growth I go through the quote just becomes more and more clear to me. 

What I have learned is that we choose our lives. You choose your paths, your personal goals, your collective goals, the people that impact your life, the people you impact in your life, you choose the experiences you want encounter, the challenges you want to encounter. You choose when and how you will die. You have created a blue print of the life that is 'insert the name of your physical being' before you are even born into your body. 

I am drawn to books by Brian Weiss. He speaks of his experiences as a Psychotherapist and his findings of Past Life recalls that were affecting the current psyche of the person. Carry Overs that were affecting how they lived in this current life. The remembrance of their past lives helped them heal from the pains and habits that were negatively affecting their current life.

I resonate with this because i've had similar experiences of past life recall. Some of it came through spontaneous recall while receiving bodywork. I learned through that recall that my emotional Pain that was at times excruciating in my Left shoulder (i had no prior injury here) was from my last life where I was a male on a sail boat that got damaged in bad water conditions. The mast broke and part of the wood from it jabbed through my left shoulder. I re experienced the incident very vividly, but in much less pain. I felt the shock of the situation and some of the pain of it. I cried and cried. I eventually died from the wound because I was alone in the open waters, not near people. After this recall I no longer get that pain.


I've had a profession regression a few months later where I recalled 4 other lives. In that regression session and from the lady asking me specific questions in each life state I learned we set an overall plan for our life. We meet in the soul plane with the people we will encounter and plan multiple avenues of growth and experiences. In some cases we make alternative plans should someone's ego take them in a direction they didnt necessarily plan. Our guides are with us always and assisting us when we are willing to pay attention to their guidance.

I see now how I chose my experience with my ex-husband. If I ever seem annoyed or irritated by recalling our marital or divorce crappy moments it's simply because they are area's i need healing in yet and area's that my ego is still dipping it's toes in.

 We are all human and these things will happen. We aren't perfect in that sense. We are perfect in that every experience is meant to happen. For growth and learning. This world is just a movie playing out. We are playing roles and acting, this is not real in the sense of who we really are as souls. You have experienced many lives and you will experience more after this incarnation is complete. Be easy on yourself in your life experiences. You are doing a fine job and if you reach a point where you feel you can do better then strive for the change and improvement but don't destroy your belief or view of yourself in the process. We are all doing the best we can with what we know of ourselves. We aren't meant to know our next steps or we wouldn't live them through in the ways we need to in order to learn from them.

Keep on Keeping on!! Stay strong and know that your path is already laid out for you by yourself. At a deep level your souls knows it's way. Follow your intuition. Follow your passions. Dream and dream some more because these dreams may be your highself or guides giving you previews of your soul path and potential in this life.

Be well!! And Breath Easy!
-Krista

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